denial

For these past few days,i was in denial and still the feeling goes on and on.
Keep me away from what i am supposed to do.It is hard to put in in words.
What have i done?Why denial has to appear in my routine all of sudden?
Peer pressure plus everything occurs in my life recently make me wonder of one thing.
Do i love myself..yet?anymore? or no more?
Did they have ever wrongly done to me?
or it is just me?I'm too skeptical.
hah.
no words.
no tears.
no things...