phew

it has been almost a month since my last post.what have i done during that time?well i have to re-seat for my final and alhamdulillah i passed with flying colors.I've been struggling to get a good result so that with that score i would proceed to another year.I hate been stuck in the same year learning the same thing but still rezeki memasing.frankly speaking i miss the previous year.Learning new things on the medical side and name of diseases are not really an easy task for me.There are lots of difficulties in remembering and memorizing each disease with its clinical features,treatment and other sorta things.Alhamdulillah..sujud syukurku kepada Allah.with the aid of some of friends that really been helping me..ive done with 2nd year.HTAR.here i come;)

Love is in the Air

I realized the meaning of No Air sung by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown moment ago.
Without love I can't live in the world.
I need love.It is a subjective matter.Love.
What if there is no love around us?
What will happen if the existence of love being deny?
What if no one believes in love?
There is no definite answer.
I cannot believe if someone claims that he/she does not believe in love.
Trust me.You were nurtured with love from your parents,friends and The Almighty.
Look at what love has done to you.
Look at you now.Are you still in denial?
Yes you have outgrown from your parents but to top on that, friends and others.They love you.

In a nutshell,*Make Your Own Summary*

myspace

to date it has been more than two years i'm in myspace world.
from a newbie to a some sort amateur*lol* myspacer. I am considerably as an active user of myspace account.
From thousands of strangers,down to hundreds of friends.It is not the quantity that I need.It is the friendship count.Moreover I have found my true friends here.They listen to.They are understanding.They are all I need. From the site I've found my so-called love.A big word for a nookie like me.Since to date,they are remain just as my puppy love. I'm currently in love.yeah in love again with someone younger than me.Hopefully we are meant to be together.Please pray for me.
^_______________^

I have changed so much from using a VGA camera to a more pixelated and expensive camera.haha.I shouldnt mention the latter part:p

And indeed I have lost so much weight.It is an addiction.Im referring to exercise.Everyone in my friends list supporting me in losing weight program and yet I have shed 25kgs=50 pounds from my original weight:)
Confident rising and so does my self-consciousness.
Less inferiority complex.
Thanks for your support.I am satisfy with I am nowadays:)

Myspace

to date it has been more than two years i'm in myspace world.
from a newbie to a some sort amateur*lol* myspacer. I am considerably as an active user of myspace account.
From thousands of strangers,down to hundreds of friends.It is not the quantity that I need.It is the friendship count.Moreover I have found my true friends here.They listen to.They are understanding.They are all I need. From the site I've found my so-called love.A big word for a nookie like me.Since to date,they are remain just as my puppy love. I'm currently in love.yeah in love again with someone younger than me.Hopefully we are meant to be together.Please pray for me.
^_______________^

I have changed so much from using a VGA camera to a more pixelated and expensive camera.haha.I shouldnt mention the latter part:p

And indeed I have lost so much weight.It is an addiction.Im referring to exercise.Everyone in my friends list supporting me in losing weight program and yet I have shed 25kgs=50 pounds from my original weight:)
Confident rising and so does my self-consciousness.
Less inferiority complex.
Thanks for your support.I am satisfy with I am nowadays:)

link to my myspace

hiatus

it has been a week since my last post.I have no time since I have to re-seat for final examination.
Thanks to my beloved friends and bffs...they had given me such a nice day on my birthday.There was no celebration but with their wishes it showed that they concern about me though.I wish I could list out all their names here.Seriously guys, thanks for the memories.I appreciated it though.
And some people asked me whether i received presents from anyone but frankly speaking I don't think that giving present is the best method to celebrate someone's birthday.It is the thought which is deliquently important.
^___________________________________^

Aunt Weeta. Thanks for your treat.I love you Weeta.^____________^

reconciliation

i am so relieved now.from what had happened few days back.there's no word can describe my feeling now.reconciliation maybe the best word indeed.it's hard to imagine to live without him and him.gawd i am so grateful for giving me the best friends ever.i wont do the same mistakes..again.i love both of them much more.
well i am going to meet them today.you totally have to look at my facial expression.undeniable..i am smiling..looking like a clown though.but whatever..the fact is i am going to meet them.:)
more or less they have been with me for 11 years.up and down happy and sad moment.they are with me no matter what happen.
thanks for fill in the blanks after what had happened between us guys.love you so much.more than everything ^_____________________________^

denial

For these past few days,i was in denial and still the feeling goes on and on.
Keep me away from what i am supposed to do.It is hard to put in in words.
What have i done?Why denial has to appear in my routine all of sudden?
Peer pressure plus everything occurs in my life recently make me wonder of one thing.
Do i love myself..yet?anymore? or no more?
Did they have ever wrongly done to me?
or it is just me?I'm too skeptical.
hah.
no words.
no tears.
no things...

It's been awhile.
I'm here for a reason.Having said, I'm here for anything,something and everything.
Hard to explain in words.

Well less crap-py sentences.
Monday is the blue day.Is that the right saying?lol
I hate Monday so does everyone.It's the first day after resting awhile at weekend.
My lectures start on Monday.Which is on Monday.
Why did the Romanian create the day called Monday?Wonder why the day called Monday?
Doesn't it sound so cracky enough to call it as Mourn-day?lol

Psychotic Imsoniac!
I was describing myself..for real!
^_____________________^

vacation

I won't consider my trip to Melaka as a vacation to me.I'm here to be with my beloved best friend forever ( bff ). He's facing lots of problems recently and i hope i'm here to be wit him, at least.
It is not my right to talk about his problems. More or less, I have learned that I do not put on my trust on people easily.


trust me.more dramas will come over me.
:)

closet

I dont think that i'm still closeted. my friends and even public may know me who i am. They have been the most graceful and merciful judges. They know me from my appearances, attitude and my personality.
Being in this kind of situation makes me more careful with surroundings. I'm not that perfect to judge peeps but then who i am to stop them from being such predicamental institution.
I love watching hotties especially boys. They somehow have the aura that make not only me but other peeps looking at them too. To top on that, I'll be fantasizing beyond the horizon post.haha.im such a loser.Sometimes i wonder how are they feeling to be such in so-called perfect situation with perfect faces and everything looks perfect on them.Frankly speaking, I did ask one of my colleagues and he/she never claimed that the he/she a hottie. they are just normal being like everyone else.BUT doesnt it make you guys thinking tht they have the attention..they dont need it but they have it.right?

ive got to go.i'll be posting more bout myself later.
see you again:)

First post

it is my first post in blogspot. and it is my first time to be a blogger with the help of my current situation.
i need not to explain further bout myself.most of you know me more than i do:)
owh yeah.
please add me in myspace:www.myspace.com/hehe_theeye

facebook : fazrulshafiq@gmail.com

thanks in advance.
by the way.i'll be talking more and more in here.
wish me luck in future:)